Loneliness

I hate this bloody loneliness - Again, again and yet again, it reminds me of my failures. It never lets me move on, leaving behind my disastrous past.

This loneliness has got a suffocating smell and often it engulfes me with a mysterious silence. At times, I do hear some strange noises, but they aren't, in any way, pacifying or melodious. They resemble the footsteps of an uninvited guest, which scares me a lot.

In this dark and lonley corner, I can feel the frightening presence of a stranger. I looked up, at the sky, but couldn't find a single guiding star.

Now, I do realize that, it is the loneliness that follows every failure that defeats a person completely. In his loneliness, he is left with a lot to tell but no one bothers to listen. I feel, Lucky are those who have got Listeners around them.

I pray for a helping hand which would pull me out of this death well, before its too late.

I wish She would guide through the valley of Hope towards the Kingdom of Happiness.